Red Alert

It has been there since Thursay, at least from what I remember.

























I really wonder why no one had bothered to throw it away. I wonder more what are we even paying the Banglahs "Bang boys who love to dash across the road and hold each others' hands" for.

Hand and Heart Ache

I woked up this morning at 8.30am when I slept past 3am earlier on. Miracle, Hell, no. I woke up out of pain and sufferings.

Look at my hand. Observe my hand. Analyze my hand.

What do you see, what do you see? I bet you can't tell that anything's wrong with it. Nevermind, let me tell ya. This morning I woke up, my hand ached like hell. It felt as though there were 16 Mrs Norbit's sitting on it.

It felt really really bad. I couldn't lift them up, move an inch nor even clench my fist. And the pain extended up to my arms.

Argh! Worse of all, I had to visit the doctor and pay a damn fee of $35 which includes an injection up my bum. $35 and $40(my pay for today) grew wings and took off.

T_T

And tomorrow is the day. The day when we either will live through or re-live.

Hmmm...

Me: Eh, what do you think of my results?

Me II: Hm.

Me: Huh?

Me II: Hmm.

Me: HUH?!

Me II: ...

Me: Oi! Good or bad?!

Me II: ...

Darn, I can't help being not nervous and I'm getting nervous because I don't feel nervous at all!!!

7th Job in the Holidays

Today, I'm supposed to go to a job briefing at Clementi Bus Interchange early in the morning, 8.30am. And it seems like a darn good job. $630 just for 14days, 7 working hours per day, promoting F&N drinks.

I think that's the one I'm supposed to be promoting.

But, I missed it.

Overslept...

Well, it seems like I'm destined to take up the job offered by some woman by the name of Lizhen. Woot. It has been ages since I have heard of such dumb conventional name, hoho.

The pay's like, average? $5 per hour. What made me keen about the job was the fact that my lunch is paid, not deducted from the hours, although they are not even buying me lunch. But hey, at least I will be able to get back $5 of food fare!

I reported to Lizhen's shop at ehm... about 2.30pm, so it's like $ 35 for today($5 gone). And after 7 hours of working there, I would say, "This job ROCKS!".

I mean it, literally.
I could perfect my stoning technique here(when it has already hit level 99 after receiving the training from Robinsons)!

New job, new aptitude.

A very sudden PayDay

Woot! I didn't know it's payday today!

But who cares, so as long as I've got the molar! Still, it kinda surprised me eh. I mean, my bank account used own a 5 digit amount. Then, there was a time when I have got only a dollar in my account, literally.

About a month ago, I somehow managed to slave back to a 4 digit sum. However, I am also bestowed with the ability to bring down the amount back to mere 2 digit within 10 days(that 10 days at Robinsons only gave me 1/6 of what I had earned).

Good job, gal!

But now, I've brought back the 4 digit that was in my account(althought not as much as the previous 4 digit, but still a 4 digit nonetheless)! So, I swear that I'm really gonna spend it wisely, just like what I always do...

By the way, I don't know why are they always laughing at my Bank Account Booklet...

Is it that funny?

长痛不如短痛

A man was browsing through Ebay when he saw this very beautiful watch on sale. The item had been bidded till the extent that it seems kinda overpriced to purchase.

But this man really liked the watch. He sent an email over to the seller to express his deep interest in owning the item. Although the seller had repeatedly refused to let his item go at such a unprofitable cost, she was eventually touched by the buyer's sincerity and sold him the watch at the original price.

Upon receiving and inspecting the stock which came by post, the buyer's shocked that the watch seemed very different from what he had initially thought that it would look like based on the display picture on the Ebay website. He then proceeded to lodge a complaint against the seller for his discovery.

I don't even know if he's demanding a full refund or what.

I'm a human. I think, I sense, I feel.

Even though you may argue that you're insensitive, but this is too much. It sounds like a prelude to a break-up line. So I asked and you said no. So I asked again and you replied that it may eventually happen.

Vulnerable.

Isn't it fucking great to have one to be on standby for you 24/7? Everything is in your control because you know that I will never let go no matter what. You're happpy, you come for me. If you're not, then you don't. If you're busy, you do your stuffs. If you're not, you come for me. Great eh?

Used.

There's no excuse for your behavior for it's just a call. My anger, for now, is like a snowball. If you don't stop it the moment it started rolling, you probably won't get a chance when it picks up more snow on the way downhill.

Unstoppable.

In the long run, the hurdle; our lifestyle. I blame no one, just myself for even starting anything in the first place. Because I knew it'd be sooner or later. Differences of priorities. I hate to admit, but I'm hurt. Fucking hurt. Lack of security, cause you've never given me assurance. Yeah, you're honest. So I thank you for that?

Feeble.

I'm always at a disadvantage. I swear if I were to ever get out of this alive, I'm gonna be a player, vengeance for the forsaken. I don't ever wanna believe in love again.

And it's happening again, you're selfish. It's all about you, never there ever was a me in the picture. I get what you mean, you are starting to regret. If you don't love me, just tell me straight in my face. If you want a break-up, beat around the bush not.

Your sorry don't worth a thought because you'll never know how much damage has been dealt.

Unforgivable.

Lava Lamp

I've ordered this from Ebay. In case you are too lazy to click:

To be precise, it's this:

Don't ask me how much does it cost, I don't know. I'm all confused, just as he is.

It's all in foreign currency. The starting bid's AU $47.95 . Then, Ebay is so damn helpful that they converted the AU $47.95 into approximately US $42.56.

A piece of useful information.

On top of that, I had to bid for this darn item. Then, it's AU $53.25 after bidding, approximately US $46.78.

But that ain't inclusive of the shipping charges. They stated that it's "To United States -- AU $73.50 ", so I wonder how much would it be if it's to Singapore. But I was desperate for the lamp and could care less.

To make everything ever confusing, they threw in a 10% off as they stated that it was for their "friends from the Asia continent". It's like telling me, the Martian, that I'm eligible for free parking of my UFO in Area 51. But who cares about what the hell are they talking about, it's a discount, right? Just accept it and display the SingaporeSpirit®.

Shipping takes 3 days, I hope it comes just in time for our next meeting!

Open House Day Part II

Where were we? Hm. Yeah, and so, we went to Temasek Poly shortly after hanging out and being bored to tears at SP.

Boy, those dudes at TP sure was high!

The moment we stepped into TP, there was these buncha people stationed at the two sides of the entrance, shouting "Welcome to Temasek Poly!" whenever there are visitors stepping in and "Thank you, see you again!" whenever there are visitors leaving the compound.

What the heck, feels soooo Déjà vu...

Everyone is high on a Saturday Morning.

We proceeded to somewhere near the entrance and "took home a cool black bag".

How cool can it get?

But what I'm impressed was that they were sensitive enough to not print a gigantic "Temasek Poly" or "Join us at Temasek Poly" or even a "Temasek Poly Rocks!" on the bag to embarrass its users. Instead, they replaced all the dumb taglines with a business card-sized "the turning point":

The dudes at TP sure have got some brains.

There was also this bulky thingy which came along as one of their freebies:

Hoho, they are sure not gonna be very happy with it.

Soon, we joined in a guided tour around TP. Our first stop, the TP's School of Business. Gabriel(our guide) led us into the auditorium to watch some performance going on. Initially, I thought it was yet another performance with nervous speakers, but I was wrong.

It turned out to be that they have a shameless speaker instead.

S/he was not only shameless, but darn confused too. S/he kept saying that "I'm all confused, look at me!"

This guy/girl really has got the nerves man. I could even picture him/her as the next Gurmit Singh, Hossan Leong or Najip Ali. S/he could speak very fluently, as in, the type of people that could stand up on a stage and really display the characters that they are acting as. Pro sia!And s/he was really mean to say "Hey, what's that ugly thing on your neck? *silent pause* It's your face!". ROFL!

Video Clip 1

Video Clip 2

Video 3

There was this point of the show when s/he and his/her girls where trying to hook up with some ang moh kia:

Ofcourse, s/he didn't get their number. If it really worked out, I might as well go to hell...

So, after all the drama, we kinda went touring around the School of Business, look see look see. Nothing much. We kinda left our tour group eventually, cause it's darn too boring and went to explore TP at our own risk. When we went to visit their School of IT and Science, there was again, a buncha people gathered at the two sides of the entrance shouting random welcome cheers. Luckily, there was a alternate route to get pass them. Phew.

So that kinda ended our Open House trip eh! Ofcourse, there was something else going on thereafter... Hehehex...

Open House Day Part I

Xi Ming and I went 2 Open House today, Singapore and Temasek Poly's. The moment I stepped outta the house, early in the morning 9.30am, I saw my two utmost beloved void deck kats fighting against each other:

What the heck? Can't they sort it out nicely?

Apparently, it was the The "Chinese Medicine Shop Kat" who provoked the "Emo Kat Hanging around Motorbikes", (at least from what I see)...

I wanted to stop the fight by going back to my house and get some kat food to bribe them. But I didn't have the time cause me darling's waiting for me, gotta go~ ^^ Sorry buddy, another day perhaps...

I thought me bus journey to SP was the excellent time for me to catch a quick nap and how wrong can I get? Very. Me met this bus captain with an over-the-norm-polite-and-efficient-and-never-dying-service-attitude-who-was-either-high-on-drugs-or-aiming-for-the-SBS-excellent-service-bus-captain-award-which-I-suppose-that-it-was-instead-due-to-his-craziness-instead, crazy bus captain.

7359, must buy 4D tomorrow!

Look, his enthusiasm is so contagious that I'm starting to type nonsense.

Back to him. This captain was literally repeating "Hi, welcome. Good morning, how are you?" and "Have a nice day, good bye. Bye bye, thank you." or "欢迎, 你好, 早安." or "谢谢, 再见, 慢走." Wah, darn polite sia! Polite untill I cannot even sleep lah! I've even got some audio clips to show you how enthu he was!

Audio Clip of Enthu Bus Captain 1


Audio Clip of Enthu Bus Captain 2


Audio Clip of Enthu Bus Captain 3

And whenever he does a greeting, all the responses he got was mere blank stare... Unlike me, I couldn't stop bowing back to him whenever he does his things. Darn, I'm too civilized. I'm simply baffled as to where did his source of enthusiasm came from?

Although he's too passionate that it kinda freak out our conservative Singaporeans, I still have to applaud him with a best effort award for trying to "敬业乐业". For a direct translation, it meant "respect career happy career".

I somehow managed to arrive at Singapore Poly without getting into any car accidents . At SP, things were kinda disappointing. Nothing interesting, nothing fancy.

Maybe this course...?

It don't seems as fun as all the previous 3 years' Open Houses. Or perhaps I'm sick and tired of SP's open house?

This place sure brings back lotta memories eh?

Well, stay tune for part II of my Open House trip!

Happy Birthday Xi Ming!

Yesterday, it's Xi Ming's birthday.



















Haven't got the chance to take many of your pic.

Third birthday in a row. Great, I could kiss my bucks goodbye and it ain't payday yet! T_T

But, it seems like I haven't bought anything at all for the three dudes.

For that guy who is celebrating his birthday on the 9th of January, he's too depressed to receive any gifts from anyone. He doesn't need anything too. Maybe his girlfriend lah. Oops, I mean ex-girlfriend. To elaborate further, he had already received a gift on 12am, 9th of January 2008. His (ex-)girl gave him a break-up.

Hm.

And for Keh Lim, we are just too indecisive to decide what to buy for you.

For Xi Ming, I 'reluctantly' gave him a gift(that money can't buy) on 11.53pm, 11th of January 2008. Hope you'll cherish it.

Happy Birthday Xi Ming AiAi! ^^

Happy Birthday Keh Lim!

The beginning of Sec 1, I was a loner. Cause I knew no one, but Shawn Ng and Wong Swee Hung.

Wong Swee Hung

And they can't hang out with me just "cause they are guys". Then, I came to know you two.

Beast and the Beauty.

But sorry Chunnie, this entry ain't about you! >.<

It's been like... ehmm... the fifth year since we know each other? Ha, time flies eh? I can still rememeber that you two were the first to ever buy me a birthday gift during my secondary school years. Then, I was kinda stuck with you two for the whole of Sec 1 and half a year of Sec 2.

Keh Lim act cute.

Keh Lim thinks she's very chio.

Keh "Out".

Keh Lim really thinks that she's very chio.

Okay lah, you really very chio lah...

Keh Lim is really happy after I call her "chio".

Mmhm.

Girl, happy birthday to you!!!

ps. you are the first in our clique to grow old and that will happen for the rest of your life. we'll get your gift soon!

My Choice

Once bitten, twice shy.

I fear.

I'm a coward.

I cannot take on setbacks.

I do not wish to proceed forward.

I cannot simply leave my past behind.

Although you wouldn't mind, but I would.

I am not worthy of you.

You may not have thought that far, but I have.

What about marriage?

One day, people would object.

Because, I'm no decent woman.

Things wouldn't last, like you said, nothing will.

And I seek eternity.

I cannot take another blow.

It will cost my life.

And, I don't wanna be suicidal all over again.

Although Love is my priority.

I do, but I can't.

I'm sorry.

I cannot simply forgive myself, nor anyone else.

Neither could I forget.

You will meet a better girl, at least, better than me.

I really do, but I just can't

Too much tears and blood had been shed.

I cannot afford anymore loses.

I can't.

Please find your happiness and that will be mine too.

I'm really sorry.

I choose to escape and abandon.

I choose to stay alone, forever.

At least, I found my eternity.

Thanks Ron!

Oh, I almost forgot.

Thanks Ron for your farewell gift during my last day at Robinsons:

























My dad loved it!

She's Hot

As much as I hate to admit, she's HOT!





















I guess that she's 38G.

Anyone care to tell me who she is anyway?

AVA Club

Some time ago, I stumbled upon somebody's blog and she's always raving about her Debate Team's spirit and commitment etc. This made me recalled my AVA club...

Yeah, we used to have that sorta things going on in the club. But ever since those people graduated in 2006, the whole club has drifted apart. Still, every little thing that we did could never fade away from my memory, it feels like it all happened yesterday eh?

I didn't join this club due to interest, it was all an accident that I ever got in in the first place. Hm... Lemme see. The very first dude Mdm Cheng introduced me to was Sandra Yin:

You smiled at me and shook my hand, along with other newbies - Han Hui Hui(infamous triple H), Choi Seen Teng(I've never liked you) and Jamil(yer always sick).

Then Mdm Cheng and you led us to the Prep Room which was exclusive to AVA members, ha! Then, I met Hong Yao, Michael, Faiz, Sae Cheong and Kumar. Darn, you people smuggled the whole TV set from the control room all the way to the Prep Room just to watch and mock Teletubbies on Kids Central. I knew I was in the right CCA.

During my very first actual filming assignment, I was really nervous. Cheng brought me to the Science Lab to film the Sec 2 seniors doing Bio Practical, dissecting some bloody stuffs. That was when I met the two dudes who's gonna impact me through my secondary school years, Edmund and Haoxun. I couldn't stop laughing when Xun and Cheng were bickering. Cheng called you "Xiao Bai Lian" and "Xiao Ma Yi". While you were telling her to go Beijing 101 for her hair loss treatment, ha!

Ed, that was also the very first time when you spoke to me. My hands couldn't stop shivering while I was holding the video cam, you taught me the skills needed in order to film a proper video. Although it was just a few sentences you spoke, I couldn't thank you enough till today. Somehow, we managed to get closer to each other during the June holidays, that time, it was just Ed, Xun, Faiz, Sandra, Seen Teng and me. Once in a while when Hong and me met each other, we would exchange some verbal abuse like him calling me an "Ah Lian" while me calling him an "Ah Beng".

A year then passed. Our family grew bigger with additional members like Ling Yi, Kimberly, Wei Yi, Andrea and Daniel. The club got really really close to each other during the year 2005 and I knew Chua Kie Wu better at this time.

Kimberly getting high in Control Room.

Ling Yi and Kim.

Lesbos.

Hao Xun at CCA recruitment day, acting cute.

Daniel the Chairman helping us to carry bags.

I still remember the first time we really had a chance to be ouselves and crazed around. It was during the December holidays that year. The trip to Sakae Sushi, remember? Although there was only Kie Wu, Xun, Ling and me around at that time, it was still fun! And Xun and me had this little broken bra strap incident while we were watch "Prime", *blush*.

I could also not forget the time when we literally talk cock all the way from 6pm to about 11pm outside 7-11. Ling really slapped me hard while playing the face-slapping game. Ed couldn't bear to slap me and he just kinda brush his hands across my face. I couldn't bear to slap Kie Wu too, so I squeezed his cheeks instead!

Kie Wu chicken-littling~

How'bout the outing at Bugis then? That was really one of the wildest time of my life! We ran into and through the fountain just to get ourselves wet. After that happened, a crowd gathered to see what the hell are we doing and there were even professional photographers trying to snap shots of us! We literally scurried away from the crime scene and hailed cabs home as we were too wet to be taking buses home.

Kim trying to dry her hair.

There were still lots of people staring at us so Xun tried to act innocent.

Still wet from all the action.

Wet and happy =)))

Ling's sunshine smile.

There's still the whole day outing at Marina Square eh? The outing started at 10pm and we went home at about 12am!!! It was also one of the events which there was at least one representative from each level, including the graduates(Sae Cheong) and future AVA members(Michelle and Ma He).

I even help to edit away Xun's Rudolf nose.

Aiyo, you really like to act cute sia...

They all love Teddy!

Hm?

The place where we, the AVA Technologist hang out at for most of the time is inevitably, the backstage, duh! That's where we always get the privilege of escaping from ALL assemblies, including "interesting talks" by the Principal. And we also get to do our own constructive activities.

Like sleeping.

Moses sleeps there too.

Eating handphone pouches.

Taking photos.

More photos.

Reading story books:

And playing hang-man!

There was even once a friend commented on how united we the Technologists were. I couldn't agree any less on that. We were really united.

Always crazing around.

Mugging(literally) Hao Xun's wallet and taking a pic of his EZ-link card:

Taking a pic of Xiang Ju's sexy pose.:

And molesting his butt.:

Learning skills on using Adobe Photoshop:

Lesbo-ing around:

Bullying sec ones:

Making a mockery outta Mdm Cheng's hair/scalp:

Participating in the SVA:

And ofcourse, how could I forgot those heart-warming moments!

Although I know that those days would never come back and it's really based on pure fate that we were brought together, I'm truefully glad that I've chosen to join this club. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have met wonderful people like you all and experience all these fun and wild events.

Ed and Xun, thanks for being the source of encouragement for me at many times when even yourself wasn't aware that you have given me the strength to carry on.

Ling Yi, Kimberly, Andrea and Wei Yi, thank you girls for your support when I was the Chairman of the club, without you people helping alongside, the club wouldn't have prosper.

First-ever pic taken with the Technologists.

If time allows, I am willing to experience this all over again.

I have never said this but, I miss those days and you all... and... I love you guys...