06 November 2008

Get away from me.

Today, I ran into my nightmare again. Coincidence, that's what they call it. But I didn't need that, neither did I want that.

Cold sweat, heavy breathe, vigorous heartbeat, I can't take it. I never want to see it again. Please, let me live the rest of my life in peace. Do not let me run into it ever again.

Is it coming back all over again? It took me so much time and effort to get it off me. Please, don't ever come back again. Go away, far far away, away from me. The fear is back. Sanity is leaving again. Don't, just don't ever.

Scram, just scram. Leave me alone.

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