The Man on the Fence

I roaming across the streets of Singapore(I've always wanted to say something like that!) and I came alongside a bus stop which was just next to Commonwealth MRT Station.

This poster was what I came across as it was being pasted all over a nearby fence:


A4-sized poster.

Initially, I thought it was some sort of, ehm, poster for some missing dude. But then, upon closer inspection, this is what it reads:



"ATTENTION! ATTENTION! GIRLS AND LADIES!!! ESPECIALLY MALAY MUSLIM SINGLE LOADED DIVORCED WOMAN!!!IF YOU LOVE TO....."

Ehm, sorry. I know I deserve to be hit in the head, but I simply can't afford to get a camera with a better resolution! The 1.2 megapixel digital camera that came along with my phone was the next best(or at least, closest) thing I could get my hands on!

But to make things simple, the summary of the above was:

This guy(the one in the picture) who the author alleges of to be a cheater who preys on rich women that he had previously hooked up from the internet. He cheats his female victims of their money, love and sex. Thus, the author's alerting every women out there to beware of this guy lest they be cheated too. The author also claims that the cheater is skilled in black magic which he uses to charm his victims. He is also known by the author to have "...many name on chatline..." such as "...Ronnie, Saiful, Rifsky..." Last of all, the author suggests that the cheater and his wrong doings shall soon be made known to the world.


Man on the green fence.

As I was reading the above, there came two strange men standing opposite my direction reading the similar article:


Men trying to get rid of the evidence.

They were strange in a sense that I they were attempting to peel off and destroy one of the poster pasted on the fence. The moment they realized that there was something strang about this young lady across their direction(that is me) trying to do some funny things to them(taking their pictures), they immediately paused their activities and pretended to be reading the poster instead.


Damn old dude blocking my view.


Getting closer.

I tried going to the other side of the fence for their front shot, but they slipped outta my lens(camera lens) when their bus arrived. I suspect that one of them was that guy on the green fence... Hmmm...

For such situation, I wouldn't know what to say. I mean, I don't know. Let's wait and see if this Rifsky or whatever-sky guy is gonna hit the headline. If he's done it, I hope Karma will soon knock on his door for I believe in the belief of retribution. What goes around, comes around. Or simply, you reap what you sow.

Sometimes, I do not understand the workings behind a man's mind. What exactly was he looking out for when he decided to made a fool out of a woman's love and body. Is it that fun?

Sexuality issues, I assume. It's worse in this Asian society. Women could hardly be on par with men.

Or is it that cheating a woman's feelings marks the conquest of obtaining her body. Perhaps, it could even be that men do not run the risk of getting pregnant after countless rounds of sexual intercourse.

However, in my Asian society, the most possible reason lies in the issue of chasity. In most part of Asia, virgin women = good. Non-virgin women = bad. But for the men, it doesn't matter. Thus, nobody would point their finger at a man and say that he's promiscuous just because he has got a colourful sex life. However, it isn't the same if a woman does the same. She's be considered a slut. Thus, men doens't have to be responsible with their sex life. They'd sleep with anyone who they're pleased to as promoted by these Asian values.

Neat.

If I'd get to choose what to be in my next life, I'd be a guy.

Knock This Down And Off You Go

Today, I took the last test in this semester. All's unwell, but heck. It's all done and through with no redos. Just gonna wait for the reviews.

Then, went to Holland Village with Anna, Chloe, Eugene, Jun Kang and Yuan Shan. Boy, it does bring back the flashbacks, making me recall the good o'days with lots of laughters and fun. The trail I went with my new mates today, went on exactly as it did 2 years ago between us, the old boys and girls. First, pet shops then, Subway and last, Holland Village Shopping Centre.


The renowned Windmill of the Holland V.

Though I do not reveal, but I'm the most concerned about how are you doing today.

Anyways, down came this test and up comes the script. Just gonna pull through and get done with it.

It makes me wonder again, about this so-called "pride of the male species".

If they dare do it,
They'd dare buy it.
But why do they fear
The very thing they desire?

But hey and again,
It was this fear that caused me to fleer,
Nearer to the cash that I've always dreamt near.

So boys do go on,
Do veer all your spears.

Gosh, I think I've been reading too much 金瓶梅(The Golden Lotus) to the extent that I'm starting to write dirty...

Men and Masturbation

Azrael and Mahorela(me,duh) was talking about some serious stuffs a while ago. No, it ain't about death(Azrael = Archangel of Death) nor darkness(Mahorela = Heaven of Darkness) this time. But, about some really embarassing moments in life.

This is when Azrael started narrating his tale of extreme embarrassment; he was caught by his mum and sis when he was jacking off in his room while watching porn.

That's a good one.

I don't know about him. I mean, I was never really caught watching porn. But yeah, it could be one of the most disturbing memory in his life I would say.

Then, it led me to remember a conversation which happened not too long ago.

Me: Eh, have you masturbated before?
Guy: No, I've never done so.
Girl A: Really meh?
Me: I don't believe it.
Guy: Really, I'm a Christian.
Girl A, Girl B: ...
Me: It doesn't link. So what if you're a Christian?
Guy: Then I believe I shouldn't do that.
Me: But...
Guy: I'm going to the Gents.

Then, that led me to another reminiscence of another conversation which dated further back than this.

Hao Xun: If a guy tells you that he had never masturbated, he's lying.
Kie Wu: Yeah! That's so true.
Me: How could you be so sure?
Xun, Kie Wu: ...

Haha, guess we know why could they be so sure about it. Then and again, I could vividly recall back yet another conversation...

Vincent: I don't know about this faith thing, cause alot of Christian boys I know do masturbate...
Me: Including you?
Vincent: Haha, I'm so innocent and pure... Yes, I do and don't believe it when a guy says he's never played with himself. He's either lying, or he isn't a real man.

Good job, Vincent. I agree. How could a guy not masturbate? Biologically and scientifically speaking, men who are physically, sexually and emotionally sound do require some form of comfort to satisfy their buring desire for sex. And that "some form of comfort" is usually masturbation by themselves if they don't have a sex partner when "the need" arises.



Thus, guys who claim that they had never done it are either lying or having some trouble with themselves, sexually, physically or emotionally. Argh, I think I shouldn't be commenting on this any further. It's awkward to, haha. And here's the proof:

Another Job Hunt And Certain Issue To Address

Although I do have a job right now, but I just wanna get a better and more stable job instead. So, this entry is about another job hunt, the don't-know-number-what-job hunt entry ever since my blog ever started. Hoho.

So, let's see. Wan Fen and I went to some landmark near my house, and went for interview in 2 different restaurant. Guess what? I think I'm gonna be stuck in the F&B industry afterall! WTF?!

But yeah, the pay's alright. Nothing worse than ¥o$h!noya who is f*cking cost efficient, pays their worker a damn lot of money($3.50) and allocated a hellota tasks to their workers. Yeah, any place is better than them(besides other fast fast chains...).

Then, at the second interview ground, we saw a darn cool manager, supervisor or what ever you call him, or her. He's a he origninally, whether or not he has the intention to turn into a she, I don't know. But it sure looks like to me that he's gonna do it sooner or later. He put on make up, wears blue coloured contact lens, wears fake eyelashes and he's pretty!

No joke. I'm not trying to put it in a condescending manner or make a mockery out of him. I'm simply, trying to express my admiration to such people(no, not a degrading term, I have limited vocab terms).

Really, I mean, there are many out there who do not and will not consider accepting homosexuals, trangenders or any thing/any people who are so called "abnormal". They even consider these souls as freaks, mutants, chimeras, etc.

It has all been recorded in that damned bloody history book that those who opposed the masses had not reaped a good end and they deserve none of them.

Brandon Teena, he was initially a she, born in a female body yet he dared a change and lived a man. However, people ain't good. They rejected his choice, his decision and his will. This denial eventually escalated to frenzy acts of violence, rape and murder when his "female identity" was blown off.

Thus, ended this sad young man's life at the age of 21, in vain.

Brandon Teena

But, but, but, his legacy doesn't end there. His life was made into several documentries, a film, a song and etc. The aftermath of the film, "Boys Don't Cry" affected me the most.

Actress Hilary Swank who starred as Brandon Teena in the film was criticized by Brandon's family for her Oscar acceptance speech in referring to Brandon as a "he" instead of a "she".
Although Swank did apologize to Brandon's family for her mistake but I do not agree with anyone of them that it was a misjudgment of any sort in the first place.

Hilary Swank as Brandon Teena in "Boys Don't Cry".

I certainly support in what Brandon is preferred to be known as when he was alive. Thus, Swank should never have apologized in the begining.

However, my piggy begs to differ. He pointed out that it wouldn't kill to apologize to his family(since they were unhappy about it) since their son is already dead and that's what Swank could at the least do to satisfy them.

Still, it's almost impossible to convince me that they deserve the apology. I mean, boy, I'm sad for Brandon when his mother had never accepted him for what he is and wants to be, not even when he's dead.

Mrs. Brandon, if you were were ever readind this(which I doubt), please, wake up. Do not ever be ashamed of what your son was, he was proud of his life as a man. And the only thing you could ever do to make her proud of you is the fact that you have embraced what he was and will defend her name against all antagonists of her beliefs!

Here, oh here, is yet another forsaken hero who put on make up, wears blue coloured contact lens, wears fake eyelashes that fights for what he believes in, at my new potential work place. =D

A tribute to all the Forsakens:

世界唯一的你

ps. Today is Day One of Ching Ming, be wary, dudes!