Happy Birthday to you.
You won't ever know how much I held you dear.
And never will I forget those times, never.
Happy Birthday.
27 February 2008
21 February 2008
JAE Appeal Results
Look, look at this:
I know you don't know what I know about what I get in yet you do want to know what I know yet you don't know.
Anyway, at first, I didn't know the result was today. I thought it was tomorrow. It was until just now when Sylvester asked me about some Poly stuffs then I was indirectly reminded of the JAE Appeal results thingy.
I got into something I don't really like nor do I really hate.
Good or bad?
I know you don't know what I know about what I get in yet you do want to know what I know yet you don't know.
Anyway, at first, I didn't know the result was today. I thought it was tomorrow. It was until just now when Sylvester asked me about some Poly stuffs then I was indirectly reminded of the JAE Appeal results thingy.
I got into something I don't really like nor do I really hate.
Good or bad?
19 February 2008
Failed
JAE's out and I'm sianed. I got into the 7th choice of my application, what the fuck?
It's like I'm not eligible for the whole damn 6 choices. What say you? All darn mother-fucking 6 choices were striked out?! I can't believe it! I thought I did well and alright, but I fucking did not.
Worst of all, I got into a JC?!
I might as well go jump down a builiding...twice!
But I wouldn't, cause there are some reasons that's halting my death, just a few and for the moment...
And I feel abandoned, nobody's there for me, not even the time to spare for an ear. Sometimes, I wonder what's the point of getting into a relationship when he's not there for me. What's the point of having your parents around when none is giving you any damn support. You couldn't imagine how it felt when you all said "You are weak." and "Sorry i cant rite now".
DeanFaye was right, we are all alone after all. There will be no one looking out for you when the time is wrong. Haha, great. The Devil needs none! But wait, I'm Devil no more? Yeah, I almost forgot the fact.
I'm now, just a hapless mortal, awaiting Fate, the wretched Executor of the Wheel.
Sorry buddy, your SKL needs to be delayed... again. Doesn't it seems freaky? Whenever I bought SKLs for you, there will always be some mother-fucking events scurrying their way into my path. Heavens' the least benevolent to spare alcohol and tobacco into the realm of Gaia.
Thought they ain't enough to ease my stupor and despair. Woohoo, three packs in a row! Hades would be able to impose Lung Cancer(not to forget Liver Cancer) on thyself as an excuse to cast my death if he ever thought of it!
I'm sorry that I failed you. I know that I have promised you to walk my path as yours on your behalf. It seems that I can't anymore. I had already broke the first promise I made to you, and the second don't seems to be turning out good. Why didn't you take me along with you at that time? You're lucky, at least nothing will ever touch you any further.
It's tenebrous being alone.
It's like I'm not eligible for the whole damn 6 choices. What say you? All darn mother-fucking 6 choices were striked out?! I can't believe it! I thought I did well and alright, but I fucking did not.
Worst of all, I got into a JC?!
I might as well go jump down a builiding...twice!
But I wouldn't, cause there are some reasons that's halting my death, just a few and for the moment...
And I feel abandoned, nobody's there for me, not even the time to spare for an ear. Sometimes, I wonder what's the point of getting into a relationship when he's not there for me. What's the point of having your parents around when none is giving you any damn support. You couldn't imagine how it felt when you all said "You are weak." and "Sorry i cant rite now".
DeanFaye was right, we are all alone after all. There will be no one looking out for you when the time is wrong. Haha, great. The Devil needs none! But wait, I'm Devil no more? Yeah, I almost forgot the fact.
I'm now, just a hapless mortal, awaiting Fate, the wretched Executor of the Wheel.
Sorry buddy, your SKL needs to be delayed... again. Doesn't it seems freaky? Whenever I bought SKLs for you, there will always be some mother-fucking events scurrying their way into my path. Heavens' the least benevolent to spare alcohol and tobacco into the realm of Gaia.
Thought they ain't enough to ease my stupor and despair. Woohoo, three packs in a row! Hades would be able to impose Lung Cancer(not to forget Liver Cancer) on thyself as an excuse to cast my death if he ever thought of it!
I'm sorry that I failed you. I know that I have promised you to walk my path as yours on your behalf. It seems that I can't anymore. I had already broke the first promise I made to you, and the second don't seems to be turning out good. Why didn't you take me along with you at that time? You're lucky, at least nothing will ever touch you any further.
It's tenebrous being alone.
27 January 2008
Red Alert
It has been there since Thursay, at least from what I remember.
I really wonder why no one had bothered to throw it away. I wonder more what are we even paying theBanglahs "Bang boys who love to dash across the road and hold each others' hands" for.
I really wonder why no one had bothered to throw it away. I wonder more what are we even paying the
23 January 2008
Hand and Heart Ache
I woked up this morning at 8.30am when I slept past 3am earlier on. Miracle, Hell, no. I woke up out of pain and sufferings.
Look at my hand. Observe my hand. Analyze my hand.
Argh! Worse of all, I had to visit the doctor and pay a damn fee of $35 which includes an injection up my bum. $35 and $40(my pay for today) grew wings and took off.
T_T
And tomorrow is the day. The day when we either will live through or re-live.
Hmmm...
Me: Eh, what do you think of my results?
Darn, I can't help being not nervous and I'm getting nervous because I don't feel nervous at all!!!
Look at my hand. Observe my hand. Analyze my hand.
What do you see, what do you see? I bet you can't tell that anything's wrong with it. Nevermind, let me tell ya. This morning I woke up, my hand ached like hell. It felt as though there were 16 Mrs Norbit's sitting on it.
It felt really really bad. I couldn't lift them up, move an inch nor even clench my fist. And the pain extended up to my arms.
Argh! Worse of all, I had to visit the doctor and pay a damn fee of $35 which includes an injection up my bum. $35 and $40(my pay for today) grew wings and took off.
T_T
And tomorrow is the day. The day when we either will live through or re-live.
Hmmm...
Me: Eh, what do you think of my results?
Me II: Hm.
Me: Huh?
Me II: Hmm.
Me: HUH?!
Me II: ...
Me: Oi! Good or bad?!
Me II: ...
Darn, I can't help being not nervous and I'm getting nervous because I don't feel nervous at all!!!
21 January 2008
7th Job in the Holidays
Today, I'm supposed to go to a job briefing at Clementi Bus Interchange early in the morning, 8.30am. And it seems like a darn good job. $630 just for 14days, 7 working hours per day, promoting F&N drinks.
I think that's the one I'm supposed to be promoting.
But, I missed it.
Overslept...
Well, it seems like I'm destined to take up the job offered by some woman by the name of Lizhen. Woot. It has been ages since I have heard of suchdumb conventional name, hoho.
The pay's like, average? $5 per hour. What made me keen about the job was the fact that my lunch is paid, not deducted from the hours, although they are not even buying me lunch. But hey, at least I will be able to get back $5 of food fare!
I reported to Lizhen's shop at ehm... about 2.30pm, so it's like $ 35 for today($5 gone). And after 7 hours of working there, I would say, "This job ROCKS!".
I mean it, literally.
I could perfect my stoning technique here(when it has already hit level 99 after receiving the training from Robinsons)!
New job, new aptitude.
I think that's the one I'm supposed to be promoting.
But, I missed it.
Overslept...
Well, it seems like I'm destined to take up the job offered by some woman by the name of Lizhen. Woot. It has been ages since I have heard of such
The pay's like, average? $5 per hour. What made me keen about the job was the fact that my lunch is paid, not deducted from the hours, although they are not even buying me lunch. But hey, at least I will be able to get back $5 of food fare!
I reported to Lizhen's shop at ehm... about 2.30pm, so it's like $ 35 for today($5 gone). And after 7 hours of working there, I would say, "This job ROCKS!".
I mean it, literally.
I could perfect my stoning technique here(when it has already hit level 99 after receiving the training from Robinsons)!
New job, new aptitude.
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