My Miseries

I'm feeling miserable now.

I lost my phone pouch which was given by my Piggy on my Birthday.

I lost my most beloved earpiece which double as a radio antenna for my mobile phone.

I lost 2 days' lesson because I'm sick.

I'm feeling miserable.

Why do I keep losing things?!

To buy back an exact earpiece cost $30. The exact phone pouch $1.20. 2 days' lesson, priceless.

Even if I'm able to buy back that two items, the new items would be inferior in its sentimental value. At least not for the earpiece.

But it costs a whopping $30!

I have already spent $60 on medical bills this week, all thanks to my bronchitis which is acting up again. The bill don't stop there, I have to go back for follow-ups. Don't forget to count in that $325.32 I've spent last week on medical bills too.

I'm fucking depress now. Nothing seems to be working out. I even forgot my point of living. I want my earpiece, I want a new earpiece, I just need an earpiece which comes with radio antenna function.

But I can't afford it.

I knew I saw my handphone puch lurking around the corners of my house. I just can't seems to spot it ever again.

That 2 days' lessson have to be heavily relied on classmates, whom I have difficulty trusting and asking.

I can't seems to concentrate in anything that I'm doing.

Fuck, I'm feeling miserable.

Beyoncé's Emporio Armani Diamond

My newest addiction:



Darn, I could re-watch this ad over and over again. It's one of the perfect-est commercial ever created this year. Look at the ambiance, ligthing, choreography, costume, vocal and even, who they chose to star in this ad, Beyoncé Knowles!

The team behind this ad is sheer genius!



Sadly, it still can't psycho me into buying their over-priced products.

Sincerity

Awhile ago, there was this dude whom proposed to his girl through kennysia.com. And wow, she accepted!

Then, as usual, me and me pig is commenting on his acts. My pig saw it as act of courage, love and etc. However, me felt that it's way to cheap as a marriage proposal.

I mean, it's really kinda sweet and controversial to do that in presence of Netizens. BUT, it's too too too too cheap if that was the ONLY proposal act he attempted. That dude don't even spend a single cent through this proposal.

He shuold at least, pay the TV station $$$ to post an ad, buy 99 roses, buy a 24 carat diamond, a new house, a new car and etc. Okay, maybe not that much, but at leat a ring, 99 roses and a new house for show!

But perhaps, he did other stuffs in form of compensation? We never know...

Then, me pig said that he will be sincere when he's proposing and he questions the defination of sincerity. And out of the blue...

He calls this the "Sincere Pig".

.....

I have no idea if I should be laughing my ass off or crying my heart out.

The Foundation

Here comes the Golden Question; If there were one make-up you can't live without, what would it be?

That's a very tough question.

Every single morning, I have to wake up an hour earlier than everyone else had to, just for the sake of doing my disguise under cosmetic products. The underlying message: I have a very bad skin.

Thus, there seems to be no make up products that I can live without, I need all of them! Still, I must recommend a make-up which gives me the greatest benfits among all other products, but, it's on par with my concealer. *wink*

Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™ for Oily Skin(Note: Buff is not available here.).

Yes, it's the ultimate Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™. Cheers!

I'm one born with oily skin which is prone to frequent breakout(everyday new day = 2 new pimples), blackheads, white heads and worse of all, my pores seems to be enlarging everyday.

I'm one troubled soul.

Thanks to Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™(long name), I could at least step out of my house door with my head raised, at least.

This thing could really reduce oil secretion and it stands up to its claim of ColorStay®. Though the colour range is rather limited, but if you've got the extra bucks you could perhaps buy two bottles of Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™ and mix them to achieve your perfect tone.

I would suggest getting Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™'s 180Sand Beige and 310 Warm Golden for the purpose of mixing.

The coverage of Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™ is also thick enough is conceal dark rings. It did cover mine and I have very dark rings to begin with.

The downside of it? I had difficulty blending it onto my skin using my fingers, brush and sponge. It wasn't like L'oreal True Match Liquid Foundation that I've used few years back. Revlon ColorStay® with SoftFlex™'s texture way much thicker than it, perhaps that is what which contributed its heavy coverage. Caution must be take throughout the application progress to not leave behind any traces of the make-up.

Secondly, it's back to the colour range limitation which still could be solved with the help of money. Thirdly, I find it a little too pricey for a drugstore brand.

Conclusion: Go get it if you have very oily skin, some bucks, bad skin which needs extreme coverage and great skills in blending foundation.

Pursuit of Passion

I've been thinking for long enough, ever since Day 1 of school.

The situation's like this. I am now in a course which has got tremendous potential after graduation. The course's cool, it ain't something which anybody could get in even if they want to. They have got to have the criteria and the passion to begin with. I have the qualifcations, and the interest. I think so far, I sailing smoothly in this course. Not much of a problem, just some that non-academic genius would meet. Nothing much, doing great.

But, I know it for all too well, for that wasn't what I would truly love to be involved with.

They were talking about ambition during one of the lessons awhile ago. During and after that discussion, my heart did ached. I lied. I told a very big lie in class. When it was my turn to talk about my ambition, I lied. I told them something which wasn't true, somewhere where I didn't belong to, someone who I didn't really wished to become.

" My ambition was reflected by the choice I've made, that is to come into this course. And eventually, I would graduate with this certificate to pursue further studies in the related filed. After so, I would eventually engage myself into something relevant to my qualification."

It was all a lie. No, this hasn't been what I truly hoped for. It ached my heart so much to say this aloud to others. The only reason I had decided to be in this course is that I can't make it to my only desired choice. The suckiest of all, there is only a place offering my desired course. Thought there are related course availabe, they wasn't what I ultimately wanted.

Prehaps, you could even say that I landed into my current course due to my rashness. At that point of the time, I was so devastated that I didn't know where to go. It was just that tiny spark of interest which led me into this direction.

On Day 1 of school, I'm stll baffled by all.

Day 3 came after Day 2 went. Day by day it went away, and I have acquainted quite a few classmates to know some trivias about their history. And it seems to me that there are quite a few of them who had previously faced the same dilemma as I am facing now.

X'tina: She belonged to another course in the same school last year. But here she is this year.

Dengue Mosquito: She used to be students from national college. But she couldn't take the life there.

Snow Mountain: She's 22 this year. From our neighbouring country. Took a Diploma freaking years ago. Has been working for the past few years, back into the education system once again.

There are also a few classmates whom I've left out(sorry,can't remember). They all have one thing in common, they have finally found and began their pursuit for their dreams, ambition and passion despite those obstacles they have been faced with.

Kudos. My inspiration came from them.





2009 intake, here I come!

Iron Man!

Lazy lazy lazy me. I've been neglecting my blog for far too long. At a certain point of time, I even forgot that I own a Blog...

Sorry Bloggie, I just forgot your existence for that tiny twee bit split seconds. Hoho.

Alot has happened during the period of my absence. Written test, presentations, script writing, depression, lack of self-evaluation, sex love life, rivalry, lessons, sore eyes, tummy aches, headaches, new friends, Absolute Boyfriend, 恶作剧2吻, acne probs, Great-Grand-Don't-Know-Who's birthday, Great-Grand-Don't-Know-Who's funeral and more.

But, we will talk about those later.

The main focus: Iron Man!

This film's great, nuff said. I think I'm not the only blogger who has been blabbering raves for this movie.

I mean, it's simply a WOOT!
Marvel's got the great eye of selecting its cast as Iron Man/Tony Stark, they've got Robert Downey Jr doing the job.

Robert Downey Jr

This guy is the perfect man as Tony. He's got the groove and all as him. He's simply great. I'm still so awed by this film that I can't put my thoughts in words properly. Awww, my brain must have been burnt by Downey Jr's hotness!

Ah, to the point. Just go catch this film which one should never miss. HOWEVER, take note, important:

STAY ON TO WATCH THE CLIP AFTER THE CREDITS!

I didn't, and I was sure to regret that. But still, I caught it at Youtube in low quality.

*Spoilers: Click here to watch the after credits if you've missed it.

Before watching Iron Man, something left me feeling very familiar...

The poster says it all:

Iron Man Teaser Poster

This?:

And this:

Hm? Maybe not anyway. Okay, I'm gonna go do my homework now, after lazing around doing nothing for the whole Sunday...

And did I mention Iron Man was a great film?

The Great Slapping Incident

Well, a fcuking week is almost over and here I sat in front of my TV set, watching the news at 10pm on Channel 8. Something caught my attention, it was the final episode of not-so-headline-scandal-which-involes-rich-people news.

It all started like this: http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Courts%2Band%2BCrime/STIStory_216382.html

Recently, it ended like this: http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Courts%2Band%2BCrime/STIStory_230584.html

Me being as considerate and caring as can be... the summary of the news:

1. Wong Ngit Liong's wife Tan Siew Hoon(remember her name, it's the next hottest idol in town) allegedly slapped a SIA stewardess for undisclosed reason.
   
2. Kenna sued by stewardess.
   
3. Somehow settled the suit with stewardess who "sought unspecified damages for 'emotional and mental distress' as a result of the 'wrongful assault and battery' as well as for defamation".
   
4. Then I'm very confused as to what happens next, and before, but some what later...
   
5. EVENTUALLY, cleared of ALL charges were cleared and she was awarded a warning.

Pretty woman, walking down the street~

More glamour shots.















Spotted walking out of court with all sweets and smileys when her charges were cleared.

Wow. Here, we have, a pretty pretty sassy woman pockets full of cash, Not only her own pocket, but the whole O'Goldmine her hubby's Venture Corp. Woot, that's a hell load of bucks there.

Here I am, being an adolescence, sitting on my $34 computer chair, exposing my naked eyes, mind, heart and soul to the beautiful world out there. Thus, absorbing the world's reflection into my being as one.

I've finally affirmed the truth in human life, money is everything. Well, being rich allows one to be able to go around slapping whoever the hell that she is unhappy with? Then, she throws money in the victim's face, either with or without their request or consent as a form of compensation for the traumatic incident that the victime had met with, which is directly caused by the rich woman? And, ofcourse, rich woman can go away with whatever they have done, unrepentant?

Eventually, rich woman would hope and pray that the law wouldn't bring her to justice? Afterall, she had done no wrong? She is just exercising her rights as a rich woman or the wife of a rich tycoon?

No wonder there is a Chinese saying that goes "船到桥头，自然直(when boat reach pier, auto-park)" . Still, I beg to differ, I think the saying should be "金船到桥头，才能自然直(only a boat made of gold reach pier can auto-park)". Ain't it?

Gosh, it's a wonderful world out there after all! Kudos to the judiciary system too!

Moral of the story:

Thou shalt not slap when thyself is poor, only the rich is allowed to slap the others?